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Self-Forgiveness and Writing - a compilation of Support Videos and Documentation

I have structured all the relevant videos and blogs/articles in one supportive document for the people who write on the Demonology Forum. I then decided to place the compilation here on my blog as well, 'cos its so cool:

Therefore to assist one in walking the point of self support within ones 'mind-demon' experiences - below are the key components of the Desteni process of 'Writing Oneself to Freedom':

Self-Writing:

http://wiki.destonians.com/Self-Writing

http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=42&t=1452

Examples of Writing yourself to Freedom: http://forum.desteni.org/viewforum.php?f=8

Self-Forgiveness:

http://wiki.destonians.com/Self-Forgiveness

http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=31&t=2201

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1xvuJTViI4&feature=colike

http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=42&t=1457

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pGp5low5DqY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Gfkbui3BGA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lYdkk2MXrWY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0u_HXF5U9GA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LLwzW7HcPGw&feature=colike

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-F9k-phE6Gc&feature=youtu.be

http://youtu.be/WUyxDfHpYY4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H6CxMBXXlVE&feature=colike

http://youtu.be/mLC8KlXA8As

http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=31&t=1594

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TYk7cVb4sR8&feature=colike

http://youtu.be/Q2uLKK8smMk

In this Post I provide examples of how to start writing Self-Forgiveness: http://demons.desteni.org/forum/viewtopic.php?f=4&t=729

Examples of Self-Forgiveness:

http://forum.desteni.org/viewforum.php?f=9 http://desteni.org/a/veno-self-forgiveness-hiding
http://desteni.org/a/veno-self-forgiveness-relationship
http://desteni.org/a/veno-self-forgiveness-self-control
http://desteni.org/a/veno-self-forgiveness-fear
http://desteni.org/a/veno-self-forgiveness-anger
http://desteni.org/a/veno-self-forgiveness-female-ego
http://desteni.org/a/veno-self-forgiveness-male-ego
http://desteni.org/a/jack-self-forgiveness-sleeping
http://desteni.org/a/jack-self-forgiveness-god
http://desteni.org/a/veno-self-forgiveness-self-dishonesty-part-one
http://desteni.org/a/veno-practical-support-and-guidance-with-self-forgiveness
http://desteni.org/a/veno-practical-support-and-guidance-with-self-forgiveness-part-2


More Guidance on Self-Forgiveness: http://forum.desteni.org/viewforum.php?f=5


Self-Honesty:

http://wiki.destonians.com/Self-Honesty

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_m4LqBWQg9E

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hv6iqJhOwiU&feature=colike

http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=29&t=1993

Breathing:

http://wiki.destonians.com/Breath

http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=42&t=1459

http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=39&t=1604

http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=29&t=2023

Self-Correction and Self -Movement:

http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=31&t=1738

http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=42&t=1450

http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=31&t=1705


Working with your Thought:

http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=27&t=1939

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QkEVmd59-Ao

http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=29&t=2079

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c0uel7s7DcA&feature=colike


Self-Acceptance:

http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=39&t=1557


Self-Perfection:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nCj6kp6W3PY

http://forum.desteni.org/viewtopic.php?f=29&t=1118


Self-Agreement:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zn2PGtsCudI


Common Sense: http://wiki.destonians.com/Common_Sense



More Videos: http://forum.desteni.org/viewforum.php?f=26
http://forum.desteni.org/viewforum.php?f=11

More Writings: http://forum.desteni.org/viewforum.php?f=10

2012: The Parable of the Prodigal Son - Revisited

2012: What is Effective Self Forgiveness?

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Bernard Poolman - Higher Consciousness

Creating God

It is fascinating how we have all created at some stage or another - a God that we want to believe in. If you observe the different religions, which are all based on a different 'God' concept, you will notice how that particular belief or God represents what the believer themselves hope to alleviate, achieve or even condemn within themselves. If you observe society you will notice one thing within all human beings - that they seek specific spiritual guidance and repentance -and therefore each person will according to their personality and cultural design pick out the God that they will believe in.

So the money hungry white people who cherish good values and family ties - choose religions like Christianity which has been passed down from generation to generation. All the religions of the world represent the personality designs of groups of people who come together in their like mindedness to appease their restless minds, by praying to their God.

Then you have your outcasts of society - the ones who will rebel and yell and go to green peace rallies. They are the ones who abuse drugs for the sake of enlightenment and will in the exact same way justify their religion and beliefs and drug use, under the banner of 'spiritual awakening'. All religions have their allowances - now that we are on the topic. Look - the majority of the world population belong to some form of religion - and the majority of the world population use some form of recreational drug like alcohol . So how is it that a majority of the world both have religious beliefs in some God but also use alcohol or drugs? Does your God say you may use alcohol to bring out or suppress a part of you? Why is that normal practice for those who belief in some spiritual life or journey or God? This is a classic example of how the human adapts their religion which they created in the first place and participate according to - based on their personality design, their hopes, fears and wants. What I noticed is that not one single human being sticks to the original rules and principles of their religion - everybody bends the rules and everybody knows it.

One the one hand you have you religious fanatics I must add, who absolutely do everything by the book in the hopes that it will save them and on the other hand you have people who simply belong to a religion because they grew up belonging to a religion and are so indoctrinated through fear - that they wont dare admitting that they don’t actually stick to the guidelines of their religion. I mean did Jesus intend for Christians to be fornicating, porn watching, capitalists, who will cheat, steal and lie simply to make a buck? Oh you think that does not include you? If you exist in the current capitalist system then yes that includes you. Capitalism is designed to make the best profit through the best means. That means creating products that do not last, which are advertised nine times out of ten through false advertising (but this product now and you hair will never look the same again). Yes we have all fallen for the gimmicks until shit goes wrong and then we are told to read the fine print. Unless of course you have lots of money and are able to afford to keep replacing expensive brands.

Back to religion: observe within yourself in your own life - the decisions you made - in what religion you will follow. You will notice that inside yourself you 'resonated' with a specific religion or belief system. That means that you could relate to a certain religion because that religion represented what already existed in you. All our fears, hopes and desires to be noticed are all addressed in spirituality and religion. You are guaranteed a loving god being who dote on you and take care of you and your family. Yes -in our society you will get attention and love from others if you have money or are somebody 'special'. Everybody knows this is how our society works unfortunately. It eats us up inside that we have to compete to be noticed- and yet we will justify the way we have designed our society - no matter what (don’t you dare tell me Britney Spears isn't special!). So yes - in religion every body gets to belong to their special god whom they have been told loves them and adores them. Apparently god sits and adores each human individually - ouch - what a job!

The God entity: How is it that most religious people tell us that they 'feel the presence of God' inside them? Some even say that they receive guidance from God. If one participate for long enough in thinking about your special god who you wish you could connect with - then through the action of thinking you generate energy within yourself as you participate with your thoughts. Next thing you start feeling jesus or God in your heart. What you are feeling is an entity you created through participating with your own mind as an idea of your God. Now you have created an entity and it exists in you exactly as you would imagine a god to exist. At this point people usually act all surprised - yes everyone who communicates with me will say - they just started feeling the presence of god. You will participate with your own entity by speaking to it and prancing around like a good person because you believe that your god-entity exists inside you and watches over you.

The God we create and the religion we 'belong' to - reflects us back to ourselves. So simply sit down and write about your loving god and all the elements of your religion. You will either notice that you have been in the same religion since childhood and then you note this down as this shows us that we accepted everything we were taught and are too afraid to step beyond what our family, teachers and society tell us to do. Therefore they key to work with here would be ones fear of taking self responsibility, being accountable for yourself and lifting the veil on your own programming. If you joined a religion, then write down all the elements of why you liked this religion and what it allows you to believe about yourself. In the end your God became the image and likeness of yourself .

Solution: In Writing ourselves to Freedom - they key is to stand one and equal to the aspects within another, in this case a god or religion - that actually represent that within ourselves we are not yet standing equal to. So if for example you write that you believe in a god to tell you how to live responsibly in this world - then apply self forgiveness on not having accepted yourself as self responsible and then apply yourself within self responsibility in your world - thus standing one and equal to self responsibility. Therefore you no longer require creating god-entities to stand in as you in as the director and directive principle of you.

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Demonology Forum perspective "Writing Self-Forgiveness on how the Fear of myself developed"

Original post: http://demons.desteni.org/forum/viewtopic.php?f=4&t=729&p=1456#p1456

Ok I suggest we start here with specific self forgiveness - I will show you how to take the information I indicate and find the key points to write self forgiveness on. Basically on each line I indicate you will look at where the point originated, how you have designed it through participation, and what are the thoughts, feelings, emotions associated. We will work with one point at a time before moving on.

Fear of myself.

[quote]Well, from an early age. Angry mother, made excuses for things "done wrong". Said imaginary friends did it. Learned deception/manipulation to cope. Better to be on her good side. Thus, a mask for always and our relationship is personality-based = in memories.[/quote]

Ok here you have already given us the relevant information of when and with who and how this happened - as well as a general overview of the memories that would be associated with it. Now it is necessary also for you to indicate what were your reactions, backchat thoughts, fears and behaviors developed.

For example:

Taking the point apart with self forgiveness:

With Self Forgiveness you want to start with the identifying firstly the core issue. Therefore your first line of self forgiveness is going to be very basic and from there you start exploring the who, what, how, when etc (all the info listed above) and bring that through into Self Forgiveness - I will show you how

The Structure of Self Forgiveness:

I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself…

Accepting: In this statement you are saying that you firstly forgive yourself for accepting the existence of the point as it is as it exists within your world and yourself - this could be the action, the words or the idea itself.

Allowing: In this statement you are forgiving yourself for allowing yourself to participate in the use of the word as the value you have given it and the deed - as the 'living part of a word'. So as an example:

(back to your writings)

[quote]Well, from an early age. Angry mother, made excuses for things "done wrong". Said imaginary friends did it. Learned deception/manipulation to cope. Better to be on her good side. Thus, a mask for always and our relationship is personality-based = in memories.[/quote]

I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be angry with my mother for using excuses.

Here you will see I have taken the first part of your statement and directly done self forgiveness on it.

Now the key with self forgiveness is not just to do 'general self forgiveness statements as I have done here and then move on. The key principle is to really go into each point - each part of your writings and see how deep you can go into the point. The deeper one goes into the point - the more effective you will be in releasing yourself from the entirety of the point as the entirety of the design of it. The Design of it - if you remember from my writings above - is to look at how, in relations to who, why, where, when and any reactions, thoughts, feelings, emotions and memories that are associated with the point.

So how do I know I am being specific enough?

Here one could take one part of the sentence and write out all the associated points for example:

[quote]"Angry with my mother for using excuses"[/quote]

(example)
"I remember sitting there listening to her making up excuses and I became so angry. I thought to myself you lying cow, it did not happen like that and now you are just making up excuses. Then I thought well I am not going to help you any more because you are just a liar. Then I started ignoring her and after that every time she would ask me to help I would lie and walk away. After a few years of listening to this I found myself talking badly about her to other family members and I really resented her because I felt she could not be trusted."

Now you have more information from which you are able to write self forgiveness. And as you will see in a moment - each time you write a line of self forgiveness you might find that the new point also requires expansion. This will happen if while writing you realize more. Allow yourself to write out self forgiveness on everything that 'comes up inside you' in relation to the point.

For example:

(now I take the first line from the expanded part - and well see what 'comes up' for further expansion)

I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into backchat thoughts towards my mother of 'you lying cow' as a reaction to what I was hearing.

Now you observe if there is more coming up inside yourself in relation to the above self forgiveness statement - you could for example have the following:

I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to yell at her 'you lying cow' as a reaction to what she was saying
I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think 'you silly bitch' as reaction to what she was saying
I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to slap her across the face, because of my anger towards what she was saying

Now you have written out in more detail any further experiences you remember having in relation to the 'lying cow part'. Now you are ready to move on to the next point:

[quote]Then I thought well I am not going to help you any more because you are just a liar.[/quote]

I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not want to assist my mother in the future simply because I was reacting in anger to what she said.
I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into reaction of the mind as spitefulness (here you are naming the game of what you were doing) - because of what she said
I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to punish my mother (here you are naming the game) for what she said by deliberately not wanting to assist her in the future, instead of letting the moment go through breathing.

Here you will notice I added : "instead of letting the moment go through breathing." This you can add if within the self forgiveness statement you have a realization of what you could have. Now you are self forgiving more than the original acceptance and allowance but also the acceptance and allowance of not correcting yourself in the moment, when actually the correction exists in you already as an understanding of what would have been best. You wont necessarily always add that part, so don’t worry if nothing comes up.

Now lets see if you can follow this example and do SF on the next point - using the flow as I indicated of simply writing out self forgiveness on everything that you remember or realize within the point you are working with:

Examples for the next point

"I found myself talking badly about her to other family members and I really resented her because I felt she could not be trusted."


I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to talk badly about my mother to other family members simply out of spitefulness and resentment
I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use spitefulness and resentment as a tool of manipulation within myself to want to punish another, simply because I don’t know how else to deal with what is happening
I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to manipulate others into thinking badly of my mother
I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use resentment and anger and manipulation as a means of protecting myself - because I don’t know how else to stand up to my mother
I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to protect myself against what my mother say, because I am afraid of what she will say
I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be afraid of what my mother will say, because I hold the belief that 'mothers shouldn't lie'
I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be afraid of what my mother might say because I am afraid that I will follow through on what she says and someday get hurt
I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that my mother is evil for what she says
I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that this situation with my mother is beyond my control, instead of simply letting go of what she say and realizing that I am not defined by what she says.
I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself according to what my mother says or does.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to place my self trust in another instead of trusting myself here as the breath, self responsible for me
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not trust myself and therefore depend on the actions of others to determine my experience

Those were some basic examples - if you find some to be relevant please continue adding self forgiveness. Then see if you can now walk the following statement within specificity using SF:

[quote] Learned deception/manipulation to cope[/quote]

(do what you are able to and I will add suggestions of necessary - remember to support yourself to write out the Sf by asking yourself questions, what happens when I see, hear, experience this? When do I do it, what happens next, does something change or do I then do something new. Who do I involve? What are my feelings/emotions/fears, backchat thoughts in relation to the point? Is there more to it?)

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I experienced the spirit of Christmas!

On Christmas day I was driving home from town. On the way to the farm where I live we drive past a town ship called 'Happy Valley'. Whoever named the town ship Happy Valley must have been nuts or a white capitalist who thought themselves funny - because how can one consider these people who live in squalor every day, faced with poverty - to experience themselves as 'happy'.

If you don’t know what a South African Town ship is - it is a South African suburb or city of predominantly black occupation, formerly designated for black occupation by apartheid legislations -and nowadays is where all the people live who earn minimum wages or are unemployed- which is South Africa consists of your largest part of the population - black people.

Most townships, especially from the bigger cities are writhe with gang activates and interracial hatred/competition. As I am driving past this township, on the side of the road is a man and a woman talking. As I am approaching I can see that it is a heated debate and at some point the woman throws her arms in the air and attempts to turn around and walk away. As I am a few meters away I see the man grab her turn her around and proceed to give her a few slaps. The car behind me stopped to assist. I did not want to stop at this point as a white female getting out next to a township to assist two drunk people might not go well.

I realized yet again that this is the reality of our world. On christmas day most people drink to apparently celebrate something that has something to do with the birth of some dude a very long time a go. Everyone pretends on christmas to give a fuck about some jesus guy, while the real reason for participating in christmas is to eat, drink and receive presents. Seriously in our reality christmas has about as much to do about celebrating jesus as it has to do with celebrating the existence of satan in the hearts of man. Yes we all blame satan for living in the hearts of man, but the only thing that really lives in the hearts of man is... man. So yet again christmas is an example of the corrupt nature of the human and the lies we use to cover up what we are really busy with. The drunk couple getting into a fight, also pretended at the beginning of the day to want to celebrate christmas. Maybe they had a decent meal, maybe they shared presents. In a township, writhe with poverty - who knows how they celebrated christmas. But one thing is for sure - they used the christmas day event as an excuse to drink their sorrows away. Therefore for those living in squalor, the day yet again ended with them having to face their reality. The reality of poverty, unemployment, abusive circumstances, rape, gangs, political instability and the list goes on. The reality of those living in poverty is that jesus is not going to save them and celebrating his birth is only a means of escaping your life for yet another day.

The only solution for those who are trapped in abuse and poverty is to have the same options as the rest of us elitists have. The option to eat, to have a roof over your head, medical care, transportation, education and the ability to grow as a human being. The humans we have become now are all just surviving and are all just products of the past. The people living in the town ships are all just products of the past - in which it was decided that white people will rule over black people. Now we face the consequences of what we allowed in the past because now we have a race of people in South Africa living out the vicious cycles of apartheid which told them they were slaves to white people. Due to the mind set that has been generated over the years we now see the end product of apartheid - the mind set of squalor, hatred, self-defeat and self abuse. The politicians of course promise that they will make life easier for these people by making sure they have their basic requirements. Does that happen - no of course not - the politicians do not care - they only want to get on the gravy train. So caught in the middle you have the people living out their self definition from generations of self acceptance caught in a capitalist system that does not care.

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